O Lord,
When
the world’s unbelievers reject thee,
and are so forsaken by thee
that thou callest them no more,
it is to thine own thou dost
turn,
for in such seasons of general
apostasy
they in some measure backslide
with the world.
O how free is thy
grace
that reminds them of the danger
that
confronts them
and urges them to persevere in
adherence
to thyself!
I bless thee that
those who turn aside
may return to thee immediately,
and be welcomed without anything
to commend them,
notwithstanding all their former
backslidings.
I confess that this
is suited to my case, for of late
I have found great want,
and lack of apprehension of divine
grace;
I have been greatly distressed of
soul
because I did not
suitably come to the fountain
that purges away all
sin;
I have laboured too much for
spiritual life,
peace of conscience,
progressive holiness,
in my own strength.
I beg thee, show me
the arm of all might;
Give me to believe
that thou canst do for me more
than
I ask or think,
and that, though I backslide, thy
love will never
let me go,
but will draw me back to thee
with everlasting
cords;
that thou dost provide grace in
the wilderness,
and canst bring me out, leaning
on the arm
of my Beloved;
that thou canst cause me to walk
with him
by the rivers of waters in a
straight way,
wherein I shall not stumble.
Keep me solemn,
devout, faithful, resting
on free grace for assistance,
acceptance,
and peace of conscience.