O Living God,
I bless thee
that I see the
worst of my heart as well as
the best of it,
that I can sorrow for those sins
that carry me
from thee,
that it is thy deep and dear
mercy to threaten
punishment so that I
may return, pray, live.
My sin is to look on
my faults and be discouraged,
or to look on my good and be
puffed up.
I fall short of thy
glory every day by spending
hours unprofitably,
by thinking that the things I do
are good,
when they are not
done to thy end,
nor spring from the
rules of thy Word.
My sin is to fear
what never will be;
I forget to submit
to thy will, and fail to be
quiet there.
But Scripture
teaches me that thy active will
reveals a steadfast purpose on my
behalf,
and this quietens my soul,
and makes me love thee.
Keep me always in
the understanding
that saints mourn more for sin
than other men,
for when they see how great is
thy wrath
against sin,
and how Christ’s death
alone pacifies that wrath,
that makes them mourn the more.
Help me to see that
although I am in the wilderness
it is not all briars and
barrenness.
I have bread from
heaven, streams from the rock,
light by day, fire by night,
thy dwelling place and thy mercy
seat.
I am sometimes
discouraged by the way,
but though winding and trying it
is safe
and short;
Death dismays me,
but my great high priest
stands in its waters,
and will open me a passage,
and beyond is a better country.
While I live let my
life be exemplary,
When I die may my
end be peace.