O merciful God,
When I hear of disagreeable things amongst
Christians,
it brings an additional weight
and burden
on my spirit;
I come to thee in my
distress and make lamentable
complaint;
Teach me how to take
reproofs from friends,
even though I think I do not deserve
them;
Use them to make me
tenderly afraid of sin,
more jealous over myself,
more concerned to keep heart and
life
unblameable;
Cause them to help
me
to reflect on my want of
spirituality,
to abhor myself,
to look upon myself as unworthy,
and make them beneficial to my
soul.
May all thy people
know how little, mean,
and vile I am,
that they may see I am nothing,
less than nothing,
to be accounted nothing,
that so they may pray for me
aright,
and have not the least dependence
upon me.
It is sweet to be
nothing and have nothing,
and to be fed with crumbs from
thy hands.
Blessed be thy Name
for anything that life brings.
How do poor souls
live who have not thee,
or when helpless have no God to
go to,
who feel not the constraining force of thy love,
and the sweetness of communion?
O how admirably dost
thou captivate the soul,
making all desires and affections
centre on thee!
Give me such
vivacity in religion,
that I may be able to take all
reproofs
from other men
as from thy hands,
and glorify thee for them
from a sense of thy beneficent
love
and of my need to have my pride
destroyed.