O my forgetful
soul,
Awake from thy wandering dream;
turn from chasing
vanities,
look inward, forward, upward,
view thyself,
reflect upon thyself,
who and what thou art, why here,
what thou must soon be.
Thou art a creature
of God,
formed
and furnished by him,
lodged
in a body like a shepherd in his tent;
Dost thou not desire
to know God’s ways?
O God,
Thou injured,
neglected, provoked Benefactor
when I think upon thy greatness
and thy goodness
I am ashamed at my insensibility,
I blush to lift up my face,
for I have foolishly erred.
Shall I go on
neglecting thee,
when every one of thy rational
creatures
should love thee,
and take every care to please
thee?
I confess that thou
hast not been in all my thoughts,
that the knowledge of thyself as
the end of
my being has been
strangely overlooked,
that I have never seriously
considered
my heart-need.
But although my mind
is perplexed and divided,
my nature perverse,
yet my secret dispositions still
desire thee.
Let me not delay to
come to thee;
Break the fatal
enchantment that binds
my evil affections,
and bring me to a happy mind that
rests in thee,
for thou hast made me and canst
not forget me.
Let thy Spirit teach
me the vital lessons of Christ,
for I am slow to learn;
And hear thou my
broken cries.