O Lord of
grace,
I have
been hasty and short in private prayer,
O quicken my
conscience to feel this folly,
to bewail this
ingratitude;
My first sin of the
day leads into others,
and it is just that thou shouldst
withdraw
thy presence
from one who waited carelessly on
thee.
Keep me at all times
from robbing thee,
and from depriving my soul of thy
due worship;
Let me never forget
that I have an eternal duty to
love, honour
and obey thee,
that thou art infinitely worthy
of such;
that if I fail to glorify thee
I am guilty of
infinite evil that merits infinite
punishment,
for sin is the
violation of an infinite obligation.
O forgive me if I
have dishonoured thee,
Melt my heart, heal
my backslidings,
and open an intercourse of love.
When the fire of thy
compassion warms my
inward man,
and the outpourings of thy Spirit
fill my soul,
then I feelingly
wonder at my own depravity,
and deeply abhor
myself;
then thy grace is a
powerful incentive
to
repentance,
and an irresistible
motive to inward holiness.
May I never forget
that thou hast my heart
in thy hands.
Apply to it the
merits of Christ’s atoning blood
whenever I sin.
Let thy mercies draw
me to thyself.
Wean me from all
evil, mortify me to the world,
and make me ready for my
departure hence
animated by the humiliations of
penitential love.
My soul is often a
chariot without wheels,
clogged and hindered in
sin’s miry clay;
Mount it on
eagle’s wings
and cause it to soar upward to
thyself.