Lord Jesus,
I f
I love thee my soul shall seek thee,
but can I seek
thee unless my love to thee
is kept alive
to this end?
Do I love thee
because thou art good,
and canst alone do me good?
It is fitting thou
shouldest not regard me,
for I am vile and selfish;
yet I seek thee,
and when I find thee there is no
wrath
to devour me,
but only sweet love.
Thou dost stand as a
rock between the scorching sun
and my soul,
and I live under the cool
lee-side as one elect.
When my mind acts
without thee
it spins nothing but deceit and
delusion;
When my affections
act without thee
nothing is seen but dead works.
O how I need thee to
abide in me,
for I have no natural eyes to see
thee,
but I live by faith in one whose
face to me
is brighter than a thousand suns!
When I see that all
sin is in me, all shame
belongs to me;
let me know that all good is in
thee,
all glory is thine.
Keep me from the
error of thinking thou dost
appear gloriously
when some strange light fills my
heart,
as if that were the glorious
activity of grace,
but let me see that the truest
revelation of thyself
is when thou dost eclipse all my
personal glory
and all the honour, pleasure and
good
of this world.
The Son breaks out
in glory
when he shows himself as one who
outshines
all creation,
makes men poor in spirit,
and helps them to find their good
in him.
Grant that I may
distrust myself, to see
my all in thee.