Heavenly
Father,
If I should suffer need, and go
unclothed,
and be in
poverty,
make my heart prize thy love,
know it, be constrained by it,
though I be denied all blessings.
It is thy mercy to
afflict and try me with wants,
for by these trials I see my
sins,
and desire severance from them.
Let me willingly
accept misery, sorrows,
temptations,
if I can thereby feel sin as the
greatest evil,
and be delivered from it with
gratitude to thee,
acknowledging this as the highest
testimony
of thy love.
When thy Son, Jesus,
came into my soul
instead of sin, he
became more dear to me
than sin had formerly
been;
his kindly rule replaced
sin’s tyranny.
Teach me to believe
that if ever I would have any sin
subdued
I must not only labour to
overcome it,
but must invite Christ to abide
in the place of it,
and he must become to me more
than
vile lust had been;
that his sweetness, power, life
may be there.
Thus I must seek a
grace from him contrary to sin,
but must not claim it apart from
himself.
When I am afraid of
evils to come,
comfort me by showing me
that in myself I am a
dying, condemned wretch,
but in
Christ I am reconciled and live;
that in my self I find
insufficiency and no rest,
but in
Christ there is satisfaction and peace;
that in myself I am feeble and
unable to do good,
but in Christ I
have ability to do all things.
Though now I have
his graces in part,
I shall shortly have them
perfectly
in that state where thou wilt
show thyself
fully reconciled,
and alone sufficient, efficient,
loving me completely,
with sin abolished.
O Lord, hasten that
day.